Sexual love never last - enjoy it while its there

Aug 31 aft

Internal Influence
Lovers
What we call love is really a whole spectrum of relating, reaching from the earth to the sky. At the most earthy level, love is sexual attraction. Many of us remain stuck there, because our conditioning has burdened our sexuality with all kinds of expectations and repressions. Actually the biggest "problem" with sexual love is that it never lasts. Only if we accept this fact can we then really celebrate it for what it is - welcome its happening, and say good-bye with gratitude when it's not

Soul
When I reached here. This was my first relationship, started with sex, ended with emotion.
The next one will be emotion and end with sex.

A tot also came. Once I decide to not continue with S as my staff; she become angry and pulled out. Father, the old me would have reacted out of guilt or even feeling loss of validation. But the new me sees that her treatment of me is unfair. I have never asked anything from her and nether has she given me anything. But here trying to lay guilt on me; she is truly misguided. Especially when she can lay guilt on her ex boss whom she had given so much but no return. But then that was her love.
Finally ended my karma with challenges in relationship. Amen.