Nine of Clubs in Age 90 card - surrender to the universe

Aug 24 eve
Today did an evening walk in the park. This is the first time I walk. In the first cycle I was already singing non stop and nature looks so lovely and alive. After the singing I was bit breathless in the second cycle. In the third cycle, walking in silence, breathing in the trees.

Osho - razor edge
Man's consciousness has not grown with the same pace as his scientific progress and that has been the cause of all the old civilisation destroying themselves.
Man created monsters as far as machine is concerned, but he himself remained very retarded, unconscious, almost asleep. And it is very dangerous to give so much power to unconscious people.

Soul
That's true. I always believed that man is still status quo at the days of horse carriages eventhough we are now riding on planes.

Osho - razor edge
Why human beings gone through this struggle since beginning. The outer is easier and the outer is objective. For eg, Thomas Edison creates electricity and the whole of humanity uses it; there is no need for anyone to discover it again and again.
Inner growth is a totally different phenomenon. A Gautam Buddha may become enlightened, but does not mean that everybody else become enlightened. Each individual has to find the truth himself.

Soul
True.
Father, I got back from dinner. As I was typing this, just observing my breathe and mind; just breathe happening and silence mind.


Osho - razor edge
If u become more and more silent, u may start listening to ur own heartbeat, u may start listening to ur own heartbeat, u may start listening to the flow of ur own blood.
If u r conscious and silent, more and more clarity, creativity, intelligence, will be discovered.

Soul
Amen.

Osho - razor edge
Consciousness in its fullness will give u the idea of who u are and will also give u the idea of who u are and will also give u the idea of ur destiny is, of where u are supposed to go, of what ur capacities are. Are u hiding a poet in ur heart or a singer or a dancer or a mystic?

Soul
When I looked at my age 90, while Queen of Spades  - self mastery is my dream, my long range is Six of Spades in Destiny - Keeping a balance in all ur affairs. This is also a destiny or fate card. U will have major turning points that lead u to ur ultimate destiny. If u take the time to tune in to ur deepest tots and feelings, u may get an important message as to where u will go next and what u will do.

Long range of Nine of Clubs in Ruling (completion of plans, a mental disappointment, sharing knowledge with others)
U have the power to make this a graduation life and life of great fulfilment. U will experience one or important endings in ur life. This could manifest as the loss or completion of a certain line of work or people coming up against ur plans to the extent I have to abandon them.
The Universe is trying to tell u that it is time to let go of some cherished idea or plan and to move on. If u can see this and flow with the changes, u will discover that u are much better off for the ending.
This is a card of Universal Knowledge. This means a mind that able to perceive things beyond the boundaries of what we called reality. Thus many people have experienced  some unique and powerful awakenings of the other soul.
Positively applied, this card could reward u with universal knowledge and success in sharing with others.
Everything good about this card comes from surrender to universe and letting go of our limited thinking.

Keywords.
Mental disappointment and endings of plans or period of important conclusion and endings, while gaining and sharing spiritual knowledge.

Soul
This is so absolutely true. Me going through my life journey and sharing it thru my website.
Its only when I faced upheaval I suffer and I found my answer. I write to release and to share my learnings
I was a control freak. Just two days ago I just realised my mantra should be InsyaAllah - God willing. That's my key word now.

Father, without A. I would have not read this. Now I feel I have arrived. I am At HOME. Amen.

Father, once again U delivers the message.