Explosive Samyama

Aug 19 eve
Soul
If we need to consciously select partner that helps our growth, then the same for friends too.

No wonder I was not keen on some old friends. The same as D was not keen on me. Or even V who always seems to be busy.

What an explosive Samyama. Firstly a deep silence for Shoonya and then Arashidharna posture for Samyama. Just sitting there contently with spine reasonably erect. After a good plough back, my head was shaking non stop. My head was thrown backward and lungs open up with air flowing in and out. After that head shakes even further. I just didnt want up come out. In the end I had to force myself to come out. Amen

Father, thank U for everything.