Opening up - sharing my spiritual experience and www.joyong.org with friend

Aug 31 eve
Just had dinner with old friend J. I ask her to join for guru pooja. And I think B should join too.
Guru pooja broke down my resistance and created opening for me to deeper into Isha. Without Guru Pooja, I would never have done Shoonya and Hata Yoga.

Father, I m surprised by my sharing. I never shared my experience with both J and B. I shared about the ardha shiddharna posture, the spine holding my body like a clothes hanger; what Sadhguru said is true. She said she recalled what Sadhguru said and like me she also dismissed it like hocus pocus. Me, I tot only those doing heavy yoga/swami can experience it. Never tot I would one day experience it. And when the spine is straight, mind become silent. I told her that I finally experience stillness. Stillness in body, mind and Breathe. Its like time stopped.

Father, I am finally opening up. I also shared my website www.joyong.org. I asked her to go thru suggested readings. I told her about my blog. I said people are reading. I m doing this because it makes me happy; there is no purpose except I need to share. Whoever needed will come.

Father, a new beginning. I m finally opening up.

Osho - razor edge
Love needs immense consciousness. Love is a meeting of two souls and lust is a meeting of two bodies. Lust is animal; love is divine. But unless u know that u are a soul, u cannot understand what love is.
I cannot tell u what love is, but I can tell u how to find ur soul. That's my whole work: to help u meditate, to help u become more aware, alert, so that slowly, slowly u start seeing that u are not just the body, that u r not just even the mind, that there is something else hidden behind it all, which is ur real life.
And once u become aware of ur real life, ur being, u will know that the joy of being so overflowing that one wants to share it with someone who is receptive, someone who is available, with someone who is ready to open his heart.
The meeting of two consciousness is love.

Soul
Truly beautiful. I have already awaken and I m ready to meet my true partner.

Osho - razor edge
Discover ur consciousness and u will find what love is. It is an experience, and there is no way to say anything about it, more than that which I have said. The meeting of two consciousness merging into each other brings the greatest orgasm the universe allows.
But before that, u have to move away from the body and the mind and the heart, and reach to the very center of ur being.
Once u reached to the center of ur being, u will find love radiating from u. It is not something to be done by u. It will just be as if the sun has risen and the flowers have opened, and the air has become filled with their fragrance.
Love is a by-product of meditation.
Only meditators knows what love is.

Soul
This is my this week Osho internal influence tarot card -
Lovers

Father, I have got this card before but never truly grasped its meaning until now.