Initiate completion - upload all My Stories into www.joyong.org

Soul
I want to focus on revamping my department. The past is truly gone. Amen. And I think I just completed my Volume 4. I feel an ending is coming.

Finally Completion. It is 2 weeks of Osho Tarot card to pull me through this completion of the past.

Issue - Completion
Whatever has been absorbing your time and energy is now coming to an end. In completing it, you will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both - the end of the old and the coming of the new.


Internal influence that you are unable to see
Lover
At the most earthy level, love is sexual attraction. Many of us remain stuck there, because our conditioning has burdened our sexuality with all kinds of expectations and repressions. Actually the biggest "problem" with sexual love is that it never lasts. Only if we accept this fact can we then really celebrate it for what it is - welcome its happening, and say good-bye with gratitude when it's not. 

Soul
It took a long while, but I can finally say good-bye

External Issue
The Fool
Moment to moment, and with every step, the Fool leaves the past behind. He carries nothing more than his purity, innocence and trust, symbolized by the white rose in his hand.


What to do?
Thunderbolt
But this inner earthquake is both necessary and tremendously important - if you allow it, you will emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experiences. 

After the fire, the earth is replenished; after the storm the air is clear. Try to watch the destruction with detachment, almost as if it were happening to somebody else. Say yes to the process by meeting it halfway.

Soul
Yes, I met it.
And finally I uploaded all the stories for the past few months, ready to be made into Volume 4. Everytime I completed a Volume of my life, I began a whole new chapter.

Resolution
Comparison
Comparison brings inferiority, superiority. When you don't compare, all inferiority, all superiority, disappears. Then you are, you are simply there. A small bush or a big high tree--it doesn't matter; you are yourself.

Soul
Yea, just be me.
And thank to Father, a few months ago, it creates the volunteering opportunity in Isha so I can ease off. And now the next step, Father created an ending in my department so I will be revamping it.
Father, apart from ending with the relationship, there is also ending with my second in command after 3 and half years.
I was ok with the ending as we know we are not going anywhere. Looking forward, perhaps that is what happens to with the relationship. It ended because it cant go anywhere.
What matters now, is just me being in the existential mode..I found my freedom...
I found Me.