Great Shakti Chalana Kriya

Aug 22
Father, wake up at 7.20 am. Surya kriya was amazing. It is like the kriya was doing me. I love it. Breathing in arashidharna was fine. Shakti was great with Kapala Bhakti in violet flame. Its like swimming. Breathe and go with the flow. No rush no pumping.

After Shakti I was laughing and then continued with Shambavi and I was singing in my mind. Shambavi was great. Towards the end I was singing out loud and dancing. Father, thank you so much.

A few tots of Z came but now I can see it and know its not real. It no longer affects me. Main thing is I m thankful he helped to release my physical. We parted ways cos we can no longer grow with each other. We both need someone that sees us as spectacular. Me spectacular in my intellectual and spiritual mode. And him spectacular in taking care of family and stretching himself with commitment. And the truth is we both doesn't see each other as spectacular, hence we are no longer together. 

I recalled what Osho said about our consciousness is not mature enough to appreciate the time spent and instead have to find justification for the ending.
As per Sadhguru, no scar remains.