My liberation to date

Aug 25 eve 1

Sadhguru
U r using every activity to enhance who you are instead of to dissolve who u are. Either u are acquiring karma or ur karma become yoga.

Soul
True.
Father, just now stop myself from checking FB status. No longer wants to know.
Journey has ended.

Osho
Gurdjieff
Our whole effort is to make this 'I' the witness, stronger and more crystallised and to change the darkness into light. And both things happen simultaneously. As the witness becomes more and more centred, the darkness becomes less and less. When the witness comes up its full flowering, that is the lotus of consciousness.

Soul
Tot of my Osho tarot Internal influence card - celebration
Ur cleverness is ur disease. Don't be too wise. Always remember to stop. A little foolishness and wisdom is good.

Yea. That's me. I don't want to know all. That's why I don't use the Destiny or Astrology as bible. I used as reference.
My mantra now ; InsyaAllah - God willing.

Osho
We are here in a mystery school, doing nothing else than bringing more and more crystallisation to ur witness, to ur consciousness; so that ur inner being, ur interiority, becomes a light, so full and overflowing that u can share it with others.
To be in darkness is living at the minimum. And to be full of life is to live at the maximum.

Osho - razor edge
Kabir - ignoring urself is the only ignorance. It shuts the iron gate.
The mind can become knowledgeable but it cannot become wise. It is only the heart which opens the gates. It is only love that make us wise.

Osho
Search has to be from both sides; otherwise both sides will be waiting. Existence has a balance about everything. Ur waiting is not enough; ur longing, ur search is categorically needed.
If u take one step towards God, he takes one thousand step towards u.
God is within ur very interiority. U are on ur peripheral of ur individuality. Move inwards.
U will find God, but u will have to lose urself.

Soul
Father, its like to find my Real Self I will have to lose my personality self.
Now I know why Sadhguru emphasised on liberation from ur limitation; liberation from ur personality.

1. I tot I don't want a partner - I actually want
2. I tot I don't like to swim breaststroke but I actually want
3. I tot I cannot live without meat, but I actually can
4. I tot I can't meditate but I can and I love it
5. I tot I can't do reporting I can
6. I tot I can't let go of my career but I can now on 3 days week.
7. I tot I can't drive big car but I can
8. I tot I can't do walking in the park but I love it.
9. I tot I can't open up physically but I can and like it too
10. I tot I can't spend money but I can
11. I tot I can't use iPhone but I can
12. I tot I can't enjoy water but I can
13. I tot I can't enjoy Dhynalinga but I can.
14. I tot I can't sing but I m now singing in my practices and in my mind
15. I tot I can't connect to nature but I can
16. I tot I can't go India but I can.
17. I tot I can't wear Indian clothes but I can
18. I tot I can eat Indian food but I can.

Father, so much breakthrough, so much dissolving I have done.

Now I tot I was not lovable but I actually am. It is all my misguided belief translated l into negative expectation. I created wrong expectation and I can undo it. I now expect only good love and I have good love to offer my partner too. Amen.

Osho - razor edge
The experience of God is that of immense harmony. That harmony can be achieved on it if u allow urself to be drowned in the flood that comes from all sides - of joy, of bliss, of ecstasy.
The feel of dying in the flood of God is the most exquisite and the most sweet experience.

Soul
Yes. I have experienced them.

Osho - razor edge
U disappear as a small creature and become a vast creativity. U don't lose anything and u gain everything.