Spiritual journey brings us back to square 1, but with a heightened awareness

Aug 7 eve
Did my walk in the park. It was lovely. The grass calling out to me. So lovely, so alive. Their colours astound me
Did my Shoonya and Samyama. Went in deep into Shoonya. Sat in arashidharna for Samyama. It was so lovely, sitting feeling my spine, watching my breath and mind. Mind was singing. Watching Linga pix, feeling her.
Towards the end I was humming tunes and start to dance. It just happen as there were no tots. The dancing caught me by surprise. It has been nearly two hours, I still feel the easiness.

Just watched the show on Kate Perry. She was devastated by her abrupt divorce. She picked herself up and said even if she have the opportunity to re-write her life, she won't change it. She had a great life and she just need to remember that.

Soul
Tot of me and the abrupt breakup with Z. I also have a good life. I just need to remember it.

Shiva trilogy by Amish
Shiva to Gopal : "Why embark on a journey when u know that the destination take u back to exactly where u begin?

Gopal: Are there any journeys which do not take u back to where u begin?
If u aren't back to where u begin, all it means is that the journey isn't over. Maybe it will take one lifetime. Maybe many. But u will end ur journey exactly where it began.
The biggest folly is to think that we are on a path in order to get somewhere.

Shiva: Aren't we?

Gopal: No. The purpose is not the destination but the journey itself. Only those who understand this simple truth can experience true happiness.
Rather than the destination it is the journey that lends meaning to our lives. Being faithful to our path will lead to consequences, both good as well as evil. For that is the way of the universe.

Soul
I relate to my journey with Z. It was so difficult to start and I went in despite my fear. I had some great time and sad time too. It ended with prolonged sadness and now truly over. I m back to being a single. Went through period of prolonged sadness but I m now different.
If I had not made the journey I will still be closed up physically. Who knows, Z was pivotal in opening my body and my heart. Break away from my career, food karma, break away from fear of my blog, fear of water, fear of not enough money, fear of driving big car, fear of life. I now work 3 days week, can now feel love from Sadhguru and love Dhynalinga and can now even sit arashidharna and alas can enjoy swimming breast stroke.

Yea. I must remember Z was my mirror in natal chart. It was meant to happen; the beginning and ending with him. I can now laid Z to rest.
I had a great life. I just had to remember it. Let this sunk into my mind so it can project even greater life. Next is my website and my husband.

Shiva trilogy by Amish
Gopal: We should be under no illusion that we are in control of our breathing. We should realise the simple truth that we are "being breathed"; we are being kept alive because our journey serves a purpose. When our purpose is served, our breathing will stop and the universe will change our form to something else, so that we may serve another purpose.

Soul
Z had served its purpose in opening me up physically. I served my purpose by helping him to come out from his depression. We can now be laid to rest. Amen.