Food is also important tool in my dream of Self Mastery

Aug 6 after

Father, now I m sad. I already lost Z, I lost my career and I lost meat and now even desserts?!


No wonder the Sorrow card this week. I was wondering what else can I be sorrowful about. But the other cards I am not sure...as I already overcome my food karma...

1. Issue - Sorrow
2. Internal -  Schizophrenia
3. External - Control
4. What is needed - The Outsider
5. Resolution - We are the world.

My dream is Self Mastery. To be in this world but not of this world. Doing Sadhana raise my energy. I was willing to do more sadhana so can overcome my food.
But didnt know that food has so much impact on my dream.



Checked my Osho card
Miser
The moment u become miserly u r closed to the basic phenomenon of life - expansion. The moment u cling to things, u have missed the target - u have missed. Because things are not the target, u, ur innermost being, if the target - not a beautiful house but a beautiful u; not much money but a rich u, not many things but an open being.
This card challenge us to what we are clinging to and what we feel we possess that it is so valuable that it needs to be protected by a fortress.

Soul
In my case, not my food, but a healthy me, an energetic me, a mastery.
Another thing is that my family loves food and me changing will affect them. A tot came, ur sister also changed.