Aug 13 eve 1
Father, I was just browsing my FB if I got any friends invite that I should accept. Little did I realise that there was Z's wife under friends I may know. She put up that she is married to Z and now lives here.
Funny, earlier I said leave it. When I am ready to see their wedding pix, it will come to me. So today was the day I m ready. Just when I finally realised I have already arrived, the wedding pix comes to me on its own.
Father, perfect lesson for Z. He doesn't like confrontation and now face a wife whose profession involved great talking. Truly perfect lesson for him. Ha ha ha.
Father, thank you so much. Truly sorrow is a time for transformation. Not only I ended Seven of Hearts. I also ended my search of Queen of Spades. I have already arrived.
Father, I m laughing loads. You truly plays us a huge jokes. We wander around, thinking we don't have the treasures we want. In reality we already have the treasures, we just need to be aware of it.
Father, You truly play us a cosmic joke
Also tot of Z and wife makes me laugh. I have dated great talkers and they are not easy to live with cos they always want to win. Z didn't like to talk, and now finds one confrontational wife. Like I said earlier, I can't be his lesson. But he was my lesson. That's why he is not affected by me whereas I was by him. He was my Cosmic Lesson of Seven of Spades and my lifetime Seven of Hearts. I have mastered both. Amen.
Love You, Father. Thank You so much. My 16 years journey brings me back to myself.
Father, looking at Z face in FB makes me think of his wife and I laugh again.
Suddenly I exploded into non stop laughter.
Was wondering what happen. Tot I may be affected by the wife pix or something. So I stopped my laughter.
Went to toilet, sat down and suddenly laughter exploded again. Then I cried for the long journey, the ending.
After a bit of crying, laughter exploded again.
I just can't stop laughing. I am laughing loads. Can't stop it. Stomach is getting tired. The wave of joy flows from my lower stomach exploding into non stop laugher. I laughed so much until I was crying too. The experience is similar to explosive laughter during intense meditation. But this one happens on its own and so much longer.
Father, Love You.
I said yesterday that Z and wife coming into my circle is to let me know the ending of Seven of Hearts. Now it is confirmed.
I told Z two months ago that I be seeing him and wife if a miracle happens to me in Ashram. Well, it didnt happen there. But it happens now in my house after I know I have arrived at my dream of Self Mastery. The journey has ended. I can nor see them cos miracle has happened to me. Amen.
Saw M pix in FB and laughter exploded again. Bit tired now.
Still laughing. Is this real? Or I m overwhelming sad on the wedding photo and now got into overdrive. Ha ha.
Now singing in my mind.
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