Another reminder on expectations is creation.

Aug 26 aft 1
Father, Four of Clubs and Nine of Spades.
Turn out I have to call him. And I also read his qualification wrongly.
Father, my Results Card for the year is Nine of Spades.
And now I guess thats what the Fool card wants me to do. To forget about the past. Forget about S being a Four of Clubs. Perhaps the main issue with her was the Two of Diamonds.

Now looking back at Intuitive Wellness, a book I read back in 2010.

Intuitive wellness
Thought forms create your reality. Like prayers or mantras, they are charged wit energetic levels of consciousness and certain emotional essences. These emotional charges are catalysts for manifestation.
These thought forms are the chatter that subsconsciously direct emotions, behaviour, biochemistry, and a host of other aspects of human existence.
Mastering your mind to bring about wellness takes time, discipline, self-awareness, persistence, kindness to urself and others, and a deep awareness of the universal love always belonging to you.

You can be free of your mind's limiting beliefs and your body's disorders, diseases, and misalignment if you commit to your wisdom and allow it to propel you forward, however gradually.

Soul
Another reminder. I will work on my expectations.

Intuitive Wellness.
Along your spiritual path, you may encounter dark nights of the soul when you feel lost, powerless and alone in the world.
If you experience this, write the following in this order
1. Trust
2. Faith
3. Power.

If you feel power, you hav faith in urself, in God, faith in what you are doing. Further, if you have faith, you will have trust - trust that the outcome of all things will be for your highest good. U will trust in the universal support system that weaves its way throughout nature and life itself.


Soul
Now that I know I have Power, I will be responsible for myself. I will use it to create good love for myself.
I am looking forward to my new partner.
And reading about improve methods on getting orgasm make me smile. Love to experiment with my new partner.

Ironically starting and completing relationship with Seven of Spades gave me more power, stronger than ever.
And now I can hold my Power in gladness instead of suffering.
And with the Power, I can now have Faith that I can do it. I can now belief and expect the best for me.
And with InsyaAllah, I can go with the flow, Trusting that God wants the best for me.

Father, I can't remember if I was ever this bold, this positive about myself, about relationship. But here goes, I am ready.

Intuitive Wellness
As you begin to listen to the physical, reactive anger of your stomach and become more careful abt what you put into your body, you will also begin to care more about the physical and emotional environment in which you place urself.

Soul
And now that I have undo the fear, I can now take care of my body.
I now expect good love, good support, good body.
Just as I semi retire in my career, the same I semi retire my digestive system, i no longer push it.
I am looking forward to my slimmer and healthier body.