Osho - Being and Heart is different - My heart is now here

Aug 23 eve 1
After 2 hours later after the explosive practices. I felt my heart is full.

Osho - razor edge
Question from disciple - after eight years being ur disciple, my trust in u and existence has become stronger and stronger. My love for u is very changeable - sometimes being with u, my eyes full of tears; sometimes there is deep silence, like waves drowning me; and sometimes it looks like nothing is happening. Is trust coming from my being and love from my heart?

Answer from Osho
Your question has its answer in itself. U have clearly distinguished between the heart and being.
Trust belongs to being. Being is always the same; it is part of eternity. And because trust belongs to being, it does not change the way love changes.

Love belongs to the heart, and heart is very moody. Sometimes u are full of love, sometimes utterly empty, sometimes dancing, and sometimes tears of joy; sometimes nothing happens.
The heart is very seasonal. And seasons go on changing, so love goes on changing.

Unless a great revolution happens in ur being, then ur love also dives deep and becomes one with trust ... then there are not two things, trust and love but only trust-love. Then there will always be the same peaceful joy, the same silent love energy; but love has to be joined with trust.

Soul
Exactly how I m experiencing it. Father, U truly answer. Osho, thank you for bring spot on. Nowadays answer comes even before I can form the question. Amen.

Osho - razor edge
U cannot do anything about it, u simply go on remembering and watching. Trust is enough. If love joins it, it will become more juicy, have more flowers, more perfume; otherwise trust, in itself, is enough.

Soul
So true. For me the love for Sadhguru and Dhynalinga only arose in July this year. There was a glimmer in December last year but it bloomed in July this year.
It gives a different feeling. And now I can even look at nature with love and feel their love too

Osho - razor edge
U should not pay too much attention to the changes of love. Accept them; it is the nature of love. And with acceptance, slowly, slowly the love will go deeper and will join  hands with trust.
And once love and trust are together, trust is so powerful that it transforms the very nature of love itself.
But love has a dance in it, a beauty in it, a nourishment in it, of its own. Trust will become more beautiful, more nourished, more juicy, more blissful. So the joining will be a great radical change in you.

But u should not try to do it; u cannot do anything. All that is possible for u is to go on becoming more and more strong in ur trust, and accept all the seasons of love with the same attitude - whether it is smiling, whether it is giving tears to ur eyes, whether it is an empty desert or whether a garden full of flowers. Whether it has a song to sing, or is just silent, accept all its seasons.

Soul
Yes. I just go with it. While I may be recalcitrant but I m generally accepting of whatever experience that arise. I go with the flow.

Osho - razor edge
Love is a changing energy, and nothing wrong in it. With ur acceptance, one day there will be quantum leap in ur being and love will join ur trust.
Meanwhile, make ur trust more and more strong. Then trust will transform the changeability of love, all seasons will disappear, it will always be spring.

Soul
The love came a few years later. The trust has always been there eventhough I stay far away from Sadhguru.

Father, I am now facing the first love of spring. Amen