Aug 30
Woke up 7.20 am on alarm. Did 5 cycles of Surya kriya, nice. Breathing meditation was lovely and peaceful. I just continued. Shakti was fine. Had tots of office and fellow mediators in second cycle. In third cycle I brought myself back and can see violet flame. Tots of the past has reduced, now more on future. When Shakti ended I was singing in my mind.
Shambavi was great. Breathe fluttering goes on effortlessly. I was singing loads. After regular songs ended, it continue to hum in tunes. After all the singing; then stillness in ardha siddhasana posture.
True stillness in body, breathe and mind.
Finally experienced stillness. I was very grateful, prayer of thanks to people who had affected me and who made me grow in my journey. I love who I am now. What a journey.
When some tots of envy came over the past. I remind myself he has form but no substance. I deserved more. Be glad for what I gained instead of what I lost. I truly lost nothing. He was never mine to lose. It was just psychological. Amen.
Father, uploaded almost all my Stories in www.joyong.org. I just wanted to upload. Once it is uploaded I felt a sense of release, a completion. The only story pending was the Existential vs Psychological mode. Amen.
Father, also I wanted to start afresh. Just received a call from Eight of Clubs/Six of Diamonds; she will join me. I m glad I chose the easy instead of hard way. Really glad I read Osho on Chung Tzu and also thanks to my boss giving me confidence.
I always said my life is full of challenges and now I know it is full of challenges cos I always goes for the best and the price to pay is challenges. I need not prove myself anymore. Life is here to enjoy. No need to fear that I don't excel. Amen.
Coincidentally today card
Ace of Diamonds
Represents new beginning, a desire to start a new cycle of creating. Aces are pure creative energy.
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