In spiritual path..there is no goal, only pilgrimage

Aug 15 eve
Father, skin has recovered considerably with the cold shower.

Wrote two stories. After I finished my first story, I wished that facial can be delayed so I can do second one. Amazingly received a call to delay facial.

A good day.
I was surprised that my honest comment to L actually woke her up. From now onward, just be direct. Need not worry about validation.

Also such a relief. Power is not suffering. Power is having. And I can give just by my being, need not always giving, especially when I truly don't want to give or rather there are many ways to give.

Osho - Razor edge
To have godliness in ur being, u have to share it. U cannot go on keeping it, like a miser, because miserliness in ur inner growth is a death.
The economics of inner growth is different from the outer economics. The ordinary economics is that if u go on giving, u will have less and less  and less. But the spiritual economics is if u don't give, u will have less and less and less; if u give, u will have more and more and more.

First become rich inside, first become an emperor, and then u have so much to share. U will not even ask for gratitude from the man you have given to; on the contrary, u will be grateful that he did not reject u, ur love, ur bliss, ur ecstasy. He was receptive, he allowed u to pour ur heart and ur songs and ur music into his being.

Soul
My website and blog is no income to me. I needed to release my emotions, to share my learnings. I m always happy that others are receptive towards my sharing. Truly I hoped they gained from my sharing.

 Osho - razor edge
In my vision, the thing that man needs first and foremost is a meditative consciousness. And after that u have ur meditative consciousness, whatever u do will be helpful to everybody; u cannot do any harm, u can only do compassionate and loving acts.

Soul
Same msg as. Sadhguru. I m now inclined to think so.

Osho - Razor edge
Misery does not come from ur actions, nether does joy comes from ur actions. Joy comes when u r total. It does not matter what action u r involved in, misery is the outcome when u r partial. And living a life continuously half heartedly is creating for urself a hell every moment - and the hell goes on becoming bigger and bigger.
Hell or heaven are not geographical phenomenon, they are psychology.

When ur mind, when ur heart, when ur being, is pulled in two directions simultaneously, u r creating hell. And when u r total, one, an organic unity, ... in that very organic unity, the flowers of heaven starts blossoming in u.

Soul
Yea. I recalled that time of dilemma for or against Z. In the end I didn't choose. Later I went into my sorrow, letting the pain comes, drowning me and finally I emerged. My journey on Z was done wholeheartedly. There are no regrets, no what if. I have given it all. Now I found my own rainbow.
And my this week Internal influence is Flowering.

Osho - razor edge
On the spiritual path, nobody ever becomes perfect.
On the spiritual path, there is no goal, only pilgrimage. But the pilgrimage goes on becoming more and more juicy, more and more beautiful, more and more ecstatic.

Soul
True. I m looking forward to my journey. More is yet to come.