I have arrived

Aug 11 aft
Had a tot of Z and wife. At first mind wants to turn it negative. I pulled it back and feel the positive. Just like I had to let go of my attachment to food, leave my family's attachment to food as it is not supportive of my dream for self mastery, same I had to let go of Z.
I would not have done it on my own. Thank to Father for pulling him out of my life.

Father, no one, not my family, not my lover or friend is worth the price of my energy connection.
I have not done practices for 4 days but I can still connect with my inner energy. It is such a contented silence.
Everything is falling into places. I feel I have arrived. Amen.

My good friend, A has given me a YouTube on creative writing. I was hesitant cos I don't think I m a writer. I am not original as I basically an applicator that  compiles tools. And after reading the fantastic Shiva trilogy I definitely cannot claim myself as a writer.
A said my writing is original as it is about my life.
I replied yea, I was bit too conscientious. My life is definitely original.

Father, I am on a roll. I have written 3 stories that depicts my healing from my life time challenge of Seven of Hearts. It has been nearly 2 months since my last story. I couldn't write as there were no learnings, no breakthrough.

Suddenly a tot occurred to me, in my Passion List, I said I will write a book on my life journey. So no matter if no one buys my Stories, I am writing it for myself, fulfilling my Passion.