Aug 17
Woke up. No need to compare myself with Z. He was the tool for me to learn. I went in whole heartedly and learn it. Emerge by ending my rship karma of Seven of Hearts.
I was only his tool to learn about money and taste. He was not willing to learn. I can't teach him on rship. So his detachment is fine. No need to compare.
I kept my end of bargain with my own soul.
On S, must remember she need a counsellor to handle her. I can't help her. She would pull me down.
Pe keep on saying I m hands off. True. I make that decision so that W can manage her own team. She keep on saying my regional boss has spoiled me.
Looking at the scenario. Going forward I may need to handle the sister company on my own. That will relieve the person.
Glad M and Pe now become good friends; they have similar spiritual aspiration.
Pe said I m into Hinduism now. At first I want to say no but my connection with Linga Bhairavi holds me back. Pe said I m now high profile on my yoga n meditation. She said that people are judging me; similar to others judging Christianity. She also said my car is white elephant since I m not into cars. She also disliked that i bring up 7thunder cards during discussion.
The old me would have reacted. Infact I can see my mind doubting myself, creating negative tots of defending and attacking. I just see it without letting it pull me. After awhile I realised Pe was not referring to me, she was referring to Christianity.
The new me just see this as her. In the end, just stay true to my path, my tools.
Father, our path has truly changed.
She keep on saying to have low profile so we won't be judge. Father, the old me did that out of fear of losing validation. If M, who got nothing can create profile, why not me who got so much to share. Anyway, I may not be perfect but I do have things to share. Finally overcome my Pluto in Virgo.
I also can see the Eight of Diamonds, power of values. They don't let anything in that can interfere with their values. They will shot down others values.
Me now can hold on to my values. Finally overcome my Ace of Diamond Ruling card.
Glad of all the Eights in my life. They are so confident that their values are right; unshakeable.
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