Truly blessed to be able to see and feel the aliveness of nature

Aug 5 eve
Just did my Shoonya and Samyama. Feel great.

I was feeling low energy this evening. Not sure why I was feeling down.
Moments after I start Shoonya I start to cry. I cried I can't do expectation. I can't seem to visualise good expectation in relationship.
After the tears I can then go in deep into myself.
Had a deep Shoonya. Then I removed my chair and sit arashidharna for Samyama. Sat for quite awhile. Plough back was great. I am truly glad I found arashidharna. It will be a different Samyama.

I m so thankful for the tools. And now having Linga pix and Sadhguru pix makes a difference. It like me doing it in their presence.

A few hours later and I checked to see if Z on FB and when I see that he is not. I knew he is with his wife. Bit of pain hits me. I m glad I deleted his contact so I can't monitor him. Time will heal.

Osho - Razor edge
The more u expand, the more beautiful life becomes; the more u expand, the more love showers on u; the more u expand ...everything takes on a psychedelic dimension. It becomes more colourful, more alive, more dancing. The ordinary world starts changing into something extraordinary. The mundane life become sacred. And these are the most significant moments in life - when the mundane becomes sacred.

Soul
At first I tot I didn't have more love, Z is gone. But I have connected with nature and even grasses are alive. The park has taken a different dimension of aliveness and beauty.
 Then I remember my love for myself has been rekindled. I can feel my love for Dhynalinga. I can feel love from Sadhguru pix. 
Sitting in arashidharna, my spine carrying my body, silence enveloping me. Peacefulness dwell in me. Yea. I am truly blessed to have experienced a dimension beyond normal life.

Osho
Ordinarily energy moves downwards; but if the disciple is able to attract the master's energy in such quantity that it starts flowing all around him, he cannot contain it - it is too much to contain. The very fact of abundance makes the energy move upwards. The whole experience is just so much that it wants expression.

Soul
Mmm, when energy overwhelmed me; my heads will shake on its own. The greater the energy, the higher the speed.
And laughter erupts or song starts to spill from me.
And dancing came.
After all the releases, an aftermath of peaceful silence reign.