Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Finally experiencing Kapala Bhakti

Aug 2
Woke up before 6 am with a smile on my face. Feeling happy that today is Friday and I can sleep back. So I slept and promptly went into a dream.

Did my 5 cycle of Surya Kriya. Lovely. Feel great. Did a quick Shavasana and followed by Breathing meditation. I feel good just sitting there watching my breathe in arashidharna posture. Tot of going back for Samyama Refresher. Shakti was great, somehow my sitting position was locked in with spine straight and buttock lying fully on my feet and I found I can actually close my knees; something I couldn't do before. It was a different one altogether. For the first time I saw violet flame during Kapala Bhakti.
Father, thanks for this.
Shambavi was great with arashidharna posture. Towards the end there were some singing in my mind. I switch it off and went into silence mode just observing my breathe. I sat for quite a while. Such a sweet contentment in the silence. Did my plough back and it was great. When I did my prayer of thanks, I was giggling as usual. Just so happy meditation found me.

A tot came in the end. I have judged Z didn't go with the flow. I now realised I too didn't go with the flow.

My dream
At first tot I couldnt remember my parking place and went around the small town searching my car. I walked a few rounds. Met some sinister looking people but I ignored them and continue to search. Then met an old couple and the uncle helped me to look and when I tested my remote control I found the car alarm but not in my car. I was bit relieved that it was not I who misplaced my car but someone actually stolen it. 

I recalled misplaced car park is a loss of direction. Not sure where to go. But a totally lost car could meant a change of direction.

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