Tears can be sadness, happiness and prayerfulness

Aug 31 eve 1

Osho - razor edge
Man's journey is a little long - first he has to struggle with the head ... that can take years. And unless he comes to the heart, he cannot move towards the being.
The woman is already at the point of the heart.

Soul
These century most women also on the head; at least I am. In the last few weeks, around three times I cried and bowed with thankfulness for those people who affected me and force me to grow. I wonder whether that is from heart or being.
Most likely heart.
When I m in stillness; there is no emotion; just nothingness.
Father, I finally experienced nothingness. I think I finally touched my Being, Amen.

Father, a few years ago I used to laugh to sleep. Whenever I lie down on bed, laughter exploded. It has stopped. Recently I find myself singing in my mind when I lie down.

Just now when I stepped into the park, suddenly I was singing aloud. And it continue for the whole cycle. In the second cycle, I was singing in my mind. In the third cycle, mostly silence.

Father, I was deleting old photos from my phone. Saw the wedding photo. I look at it, sadness is gone. I see two person who seems right for each other. As for me I remember what he offers is what I don't want and I don't offer what he wants; nothing more to say.

Osho - razor edge
Tears are one of the most mysterious phenomenon in our life.
Most people aware only of one dimension - that of pain, suffering, misery and sadness.
Few people are aware of a second dimension - that when u r too happy, too blissful, tears come to ur eyes.
Very few people have ever come to a third dimension - that of innocence, that of pure gratitude, just feeling so much grace towards the whole existence .... you don't have anything else to give; u pour ur heart in ur tears.

Soul
As I was writing this journal, tears comes to my eyes. I m so blessed to have experienced all three. Tears falling and I m suddenly howling from deep within me that I have to stopped writing. After some moments, laughter came.
Father, thank You for everything.
Just the other day I was suddenly overcomes with thankfulness to nature that tears just flow.
And when I was in such bliss during practices; tears of gratitude to all whom have affected me, whom I have loved.
And of course, watching Sadhguru brings out tears of gratitude in me. Amen.

Osho - razor edge
Tears should never be controlled, because they are always cleansing you. Even if they are tears of sadness, they will take away ur sadness; they will leave you more calm and more quiet. They are always great help.
If they are tears of joy, then it will increase ur joy. They are just like flowers.
And if they are tears of innocence, it will cleanse ur heart, it will cleanse ur mind, it will make u feel fresh, new.

Soul
Amen.

Osho - razor edge
The same old trees and the same old people start looking so fresh. The green of the trees  becomes greener and the rosiness of the roses becomes rosier and the beauty of human face takes on something of the divine.
It is a great experience, unique and very rare; allow it. It happens to all those who enter deep into meditation.

Soul
I tot what I had was not uncommon. Alas it is rare. I feel so humbled. I have not done much to deserve this; probably past life karma. True I do three and half hours sadhana; but so does others. Anyway; just thank U.

Osho
Let tears means innocence, overflowing gratitude to all that existence has done and given to u.
We cannot give anything back. At least tears of gratitude will be a good prayer. Prayers consist of words are useless; prayers consisting of tears are meaningful.

Soul
I always tot I got nothing to give back. I can only cry out of gratitude. Amen