Breaking my culture - wearing an electric blue indian top

Sept 21

Father, woke up before alarm at 5.30 am. I slept about 6 hours. This whole week didn't do hata. Will start next week.

Today is my last day. I tried to arrange dinner again but only JV and Sl can make it.

When I was driving today, I suddenly can see the beauty of the branches (quite an ugly one).

Mmm, nearly 20 minutes, still haven't got my breakfast.

Osho
U can't drop ur ego. U understand it, see it. Then seeing it, it disappears. Once u have seen the beauty of egoless moments, then it will be easy for u to see the ugliness of the ego, the misery of the ego.


Soul
I am feeling happy for the ending. But a tot came, journey just started. Not sure what will come.

Osho
The closer u come to the master, the closer u will be to urself. The day u r dissolved in ur master, u will be dissolved in urself. The master will disappear immediately, the master is just a device, an excuse to dissolve. Suddenly u will find urself, u will discover urself.

The function of the real master is to help u to discover urself, to help u to be urself. And unless u r urself, u r not free and u cannot know what bliss is and u cannot know what truth is and u cannot know what God is.

Soul
I am glad I came to peace with Sadhguru and released the Parent in me.
Father, thank u for the Nine of Diamonds in my 2nd karma card. It helps me to release things much easier.
I have let go of my career. I have let go of my rship with Z. I have let go of leadership in Isha. I was apprehensive up till now. Today, a settlement came.

Age 42 to 48 in Ruling
Long range - Five of Diamonds (Change of values)
Important transition for u that will leave u in an entirely new place by ur next 7 year period. A fundamental change in what is most important to u will likely to cause major changes in ur job, approach to money and even rship.

U could even move to a new location during this powerful period of transition.
Since our lives are basically structured to provide us with the things we deem most important, when this inner picture of what is most important to us changes, our exterior world has no choice but to follow suit.

To get the most of this period, allow the changes to flow in ur life without trying to know exactly what lies ahead.

When u r in transition, u must change and depart from what has been, and the future is not always clear. But there are always clear skies ahead just beyond what we can see. It would be wise to expect changes and to not make big commitments until after next period.

Soul
Amen.

I am wearing an electric blue indian top with flower pattern stitches. I would have never wore this. Even I bought it in India, under duress, I still tot It would be lying in the wardrobe. Alas, I can wear it in public and to work even. Amazing breakthru!