Remembering my own inner bliss

Sept 17
Staying OK
Living joyously means living not only by knowledge but also by faith. Once embarked, courage is available.

Soul
I miss him. But I can no longer take it.
Suddenly tot of Five of Heart in Destiny now proceeded to Five of Hearts in Ruling. What is experienced inside is translated outside. There is no longer any difference between inside and outside.

This morning, I went for a walk in the park with my mom. My mom is a good companion to me. When I was walking, breathing the fresh air, watching my breathe, suddenly I was humming a song. This continues for quite awhile.


Osho - Daya
The bliss of the flower is that it doesn't have to go anywhere; the future has ended for it. And when the future ends, the connection with the past also breaks. When nothing more has to happen, who needs to remember the past. The test is over. Now there are no more trials.

Soul
Not sure if I am on the right track but I suddenly tot of my unlovability. I faced it squarely. I no longer feel its pinch anymore. At the moment, I feel I need not learn anymore.

Osho
Enlightenment is a celebration. There will be dancing, there will be singing, a thanksgiving, an expression of gratitude.

Soul
I have experienced joy, I sing spontaneously for someone who never tot to sing. I laugh and giggle without reason. I danced without music.
These 2 days, I have completed 2 stories. My third book will mainly be on Z.
Just like he respect me for me breaking away, I too respect his wish to be alone to pursue his dreams. I guess we both do desire and want each other. But our dream now is different. Me is on rship and well-being. Him on aloneness and wealth. A classic case of focusing on our dream instead of desires.

Osho
The enlightened mystics says: "Believing won't do. Taste it!" An enlightened mystic makes that taste available to u. He pours forth the sweet honey in which he himself is drowning. That is why there is so much emphasis on sathsang, on sitting near an enlightened mystic. Something will start to resonating in ur heart. This resonance is totally illogical! It is beyond ur intellect, it is not something ur mind can grasp. A master is the mystic whom u have begun to taste, through whose medium u have begun to know.

Soul
Yea, sathsang is great for me. I just open and melt. Ad said I goes into a trance. After 4 years, I finally acknowledged Sadhguru as my Master. Perhaps he saw me and hence laughed. K said he laughed cos he recognised me.