Friday, September 21, 2012

Slowing accepting being Nobody

Sept 6 Aft

Father, C finally agreed to take up Sathsang guide role. I did give her a chance for one month break. But she decided she wants to do this month.

I admit, ego winced bit and I know "No Body" comes to my mind. But I chill out when I remember that I can have joy of having sathsang. That puts thing in perspective.

Father, I am slowing becoming No Body.

Just ate a sesame toast with fresh tomato, so called Living Food pizza. For a moment, recall the Kanji experience, but no tears cos not so suffering.

Staying OK
By allowing ourselves to let the memory vaults open, we can gain understanding of our vulnerabilities. We can make a different choices in the present. We use our Adult to understand and predict, thus protecting our Child from further hurt.

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