Saturday, September 29, 2012

Hidden Parent in me

Sept 18 Eve

Father, just now as I was driving I tot of Z's cosmic lesson for me with his Seven of Spades and what Osho said about mirror. I tot of my past fear of Sadhguru, I tot he would "force" me to do more things.

Then I tot of Sl and her communication in Parent mode. Now I can see her Parent mode and it no longer affects me like those years.

Tot of Z and his drive for wealth, shutting down everything except his mother.

Z and I survived so long because of me driving myself to open my boundaries to him.

Suddenly I cried and cried loads. Suddenly I can see my hidden Parent. E is also a Parent too.

Perhaps my lesson is over as my hidden Parent has now come out.

Tao Teh Ching
Empty ur mind
Enjoy good health
Weaken ur ambitions
Strengthen ur essence.

When people are free from cunning, desire and artifice, everything will be well ordered for its own accord.

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