Z and I are back together or not...

Aug 19

Father, he didn't reply my sms on his pin number. At first I took it personally. Then I recalled today is festive season and he would have received loads of sms and missed mine.
I just tried to call him but no response. He is not having his phone with him.
Father, mind is telling me that he is ignoring me. Well, it doesn't matter. I just do what I feel. If he doesn't call back, then I know.

Aug 24 to Oct 15
Venus in Destiny

Three of Clubs
Mental creativity, so much so that it is called the 'Writer's Card'. On the other hand, it can be the card of worry, indecision or mental stress.
Indecision about love and friendship is the major influence. There may be some uncertainty in choosing friends and some disappointments as well. Making sacrifices for loved ones could also confuse u. Too many social or personal love interests could prove to be draining or burdensome. See if it isn't ur own fickleness and indecision that is the root cause of any disappointments with friendships.

King of Heart
Highest card in the suit of love. Success in all ur personal rship.
This card brings emotion power, charm and the ability to master ur emotions and affection. For women, this card often means a new romantic partner and one that is very fulfilling.

Venus in Ruling
Five of Hearts
Changes and restlessness in ur heart that can manifest in many ways.
This is one of the divorce cards, and it is very likely that u will have some sort of separation from loved ones during this period. This is an excellent time to go out and meet new and interesting people.

Ace of Clubs
Strong desire for knowledge of some sort or the birth of a new idea, plan or way of communicating with the world around us.
During this period u will receive benefits from intellectual pursuits and sharing this pursuits with loved one. Ur communications with women and those u love will be better than usual.

Z replied both my sms very much earlier. But due to festive season, the message was delivered few hours later.

He called me back once he awaken from his afternoon nap. We had a long chat. It was true, he was asking about me when he did the volunteering work. He wanted to patch up with me during Sathsang. Then when we met, I ignored him and he tot we were over.

That's why on second day, when I offer him my phone for repair, he quickly took my phone.

He said I ignored him and I asked him what did he expect when he ignored me completely. He said he was so pissed off with women wanting money from him. Since I felt insecure with him, there is no point for him to continue.

He said he is now more stable and he has turn around financially and he can give me money if I want some money. That's him.

(Sept 8 - I just realised he broke up with me as he knew he couldn't offer me financial security. So his defenses is to end it instead of me ending it in future. Suddenly tot his latest withdrawal. He knew he cannot give me a commitment on our relationship, so he end it instead of prolonging it.
Yea..he cannot give me what I want...
and I reached a stage whereby if he cannot give me what I want..I m not going to continue further..no point..)