Saturday, September 8, 2012

Egoless with Z leads me to being receptive to Existence

Aug 24 Aft

Father, my excitement for old company is coming back. Today I went for a major client meeting and I noted I have the presence and eventhough I met them for first time, they keep on looking at me.

Anyway, m going back to reshape my team. Get them back to our normal efficiency.

Diamond Hearts - book 3
Vulnerability is a danger only if u think there is a me and there is an other, and that I am not defended against the other.

We protect ourselves because we believe we are vulnerable. But by that very protection, we change vulnerability from being the greatest support to being the greatest danger. If u r not vulnerable, u r separate. If u r separate, u r scared. U r scared of everything.

We r the final, ultimate fruit of existence because we are the most vulnerable. Creation evolves from the least vulnerable to the most vulnerable.
Reality has to become completely vulnerable, all the way to the utmost possibility of vulnerability. And when that happens at the very tip of development, at the ultimate apogee of evolution, u experience urself at the utmost vulnerability and u see u r everything, u r the nature of everything.

So, if u go through total meekness, total susceptibility and total vulnerability, leaving urself at the mercy of everything and if u allow urself to be completely, totally at the mercy of reality, u realise u r the reality.

Soul
I can relate to this. The more I am open, the more vulnerable I allow myself, the more receptive I become to Existence.
So, thanks to Z, I have become somewhat egoless.

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