Friday, September 13, 2013

Ace of Spades - ending of beliefs; ending of emotional patterns

Sept 11 mor 1

Destiny book by Robert Lee Camp
Lately, when I counselled people, I have come to realise that some of the truths that I may have on me from my years of experience may not be appropriate for certain people at a certain stage in their development. They make need to make mistakes and go through certain painful experiences, just as I did. Pain has been my greatest teacher in my entire life. Who am I to deprive others of getting the valuable lessons that I myself have gotten. I must allow each individual the freedom to pursue whatever path they choose, their own unique expression.
We must now be aware of the relative quality of truth and not use our own truth and force others to conform to our personal place in the evolutionary stream. Otherwise we may kill each other in the name of our own personal beliefs, as we have for many centuries.
Whatever their goals and dreams, beliefs and ideas, lets see them as finding their own highest expression among the diversity of life.

Soul
Exactly. I too thanked my suffering. Now I learned to express.
And I now feel blessed about my suppression of feelings. Because I couldn't express my anger, sadness and other negative emotion on others; I absorbed it inward. And hence I suffer loads on my own. Because of my suffering I become determined to find my Self and get my peace. Finally karma ended.


Destiny book by Robert Lee Camp
Ace of Spades
Our emotions comes from our beliefs about ourselves. Negative emotional patterns can always be traced to a deep seated beliefs.
For example, if I believe that I m basically unlovable, everytime someone says something that I think is unloving, I may respond in anger and shame. It may not be true that they were actually being unloving or even expressing disapproval of me, but my perceptions are coloured by my internal beliefs.
Thus, for me, the truth doesn't really matter. I m stuck with my personal interpretation.

If I believe that they were unloving or uncaring, I m already responding emotionally to what they said before my mind has a chance to intervene. These underlying beliefs are what the Clubs come in.
If we can alter our beliefs about life and ourselves, we can watch our emotional patterns change instantly. Clubs have that power over Hearts, and if we learn how to access it, we can cure ourselves of childhood wounds.
If u have a specific emotional problem, u can bet that it is because on some level u have a negative belief about urself. 

Soul
 Yea. I was behaving as the child in The Outsider card.
My destiny is to be an adult. In order to do so I need to heal my childhood wounds.
And it was the meet up with A that started me to explore the Nine of Clubs in my Age 90 spread

Destiny book.
The trick is that in order to find and identify that negative belief, one must be willing to feel the negative feelings that arise out of it. A good exercise is to just allow urself to really feel some negative feeling. It will eventually lead u to the thought, belief or to an event in ur childhood where one of ur parents said something that u took, at the moment, to be completely true about u, even though that wasn't what they intended.

Soul

Exactly my process for the past few weeks that lead to my liberation from my deep seated beliefs, dissolving of my karma.
The Outsider card,Healing card, Dreams and Aloneness was my main issue.


Destiny book
Ultimately truth will overcome any and all negative emotional patterns. There is an ultimate truth that all Clubs are searching for it. It could be the truths that encompass all things and situations. One of those truths is that the universe is a loving universe. If we could just adopt just this one truth in our lives, it has the potential to heal countless wounds. Many people believed the world to be basically unloving world that is out up get them.

Soul
Yea. It all started from the point I realised that Responsibility is not Suffering. Responsibility is blessing cos it means I truly have and hence can give.
That starts the ball rolling.

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