My 5 years journey into Isha

Sept 21 eve2

Osho - razor edge
The student is in the head
The disciple is in the heart
The devotee is in the being.

The disciple is so satisfied, so contented, that the state of devotion happens on its own accord.
The distance between the disciple and devotee is almost nil.

Soul
I never tried to overcome the resistance to Sadhguru or even my dislike for Dhynalinga. If I see him, I see him but if not it is ok. As for Dhynalinga, I accepted that I feel uncomfortable there. So when in Ashram, I did checklist visit once a day but make sure I sit near the little side door so I can breathe easier. I accepted that it is so.
Alas miracle happens.
It took me 4 years to face Sadhguru. It was impromptu. Never planned. It was his first visit to my country and I just walked up to him; amazingly  there were no crowd  blocking my steps. I just go near to Sadhguru, give him a namaste and he looked at me and laughed. I too started to break into laughter. That's it. All resistance melt from that day. I start to buy his video and watch it at home.

It took me 4 and half years to accept Dhynalinga and when I sit there I just look at, love and devotion just pour out of me. When I see Sadhguru picture in Rejunevation hall, I just feel love pouring from Sadhguru to me.
Yea, then only I could bring back his photo into my life. These days after my practices I just looked at his photo and receive his love. Amen.

Osho - razor edge
The bridge between the student and disciple is meditation. And the bridge between the disciple and devotee is love.
Without meditation coming to a fulfilment, love cannot arise. That's why a devotee seems to be a faraway star.

Once ur mind is gone and ur heart is singing and dancing with joy and love, u will see that the devotee is just one step more.

The love has to become crystallised into trust, the harmoniousness has to come even closer and become oneness.

Soul
Such a paradox. I never search for Guru; never want to be anyone disciple. And I ended up here.

Osho - razor edge
The master and devotee are one. Dissolving into the master is only a device. The moment u dissolve into the master, u dissolved into existence itself; the master was only a window. Through the master u can enter the open sky. Then all the stars are yours and the whole existence is yours. U are a part of it.

Soul
Not sure but I do experienced loving energy from nature.
About 3 years ago I first start to see beauty of nature. Then it dropped and comes in intermittently. These past few months with the change of food diet, the sight of beauty of nature is constant and had deepen.

Osho
The head is good for science, but not for religion. The heart is not good for science, but is an absolute must for religion, because it is the heart that finally grows into devotion, into  merger, into love, into trust, into self realisation, into the experience of the divine.

Soul
What a finale. To read this message when I m ready. Amen.
And coincidentally the book finished here.