Sept 10
Woke up 5 am upon alarm.
A tot came, if God thinks I m great, I also must think so. Then a tot came of Completion.
What if my completion is being a single. If I keep on thinking my completion is being with a partner. Then I forever not complete.
Its like I want to have self mastery and being famous self help author but I m not attached to it. I don't judge myself worse off if I didn't get.
Like Seven of Club said - change of mind. I can still want it and I do want it but I need not judge myself with it cos having a partner is not within my control.
Self mastery and being author is within my control.
Start my practice after a very cold shower. Surya kriya was good. Leg alignment is now more centered. Still doing with bliss body, makes movement easier.
Breathing was lovely. But no longer sits in ardha shiddharna. Can't get into it. I told myself.
Facebook.
An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward. When life is dragging u back with difficulties. It means its going to launch u into something great. So just focus and keep aiming.
Soul
Exactly my tots. Looking ahead, I m not so confident. But I told Father, if u think I m great, so be it.
Nine of Diamonds
Completion in regards to some values that we have been holding on. This could be an ending of a certain pursuit. This could be the pursuit of some financial goal, some relationship or some other 'thing' that is valued.
Soul
So right. Here I was thinking to end my idea that I have to be with a partner to feel complete. I still want but it need not be must have.
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