Our expression is for us, others response is important only for us to decide on next action

Sept 13 mor 2

Today card
Eight of Diamonds.
U will get very clear on what u want and what is the purpose of having that. Eight of Diamonds means focusing and concentrating on our values and making choices about what is most important in our life and what is not. Through this kind of focus, we are always attracted to the values we want.


Soul
Finally. I have been surrounded by Eight of Diamonds. I knew they are here to guide me on strengthening my values as Ruling card is Ace of Diamonds.
Yesterday I said my next love affair would be with Existence. Today I confirm it as the past is truly Nothing more. And there will be no other relationship in future that can shake my ultimate love affair with Existence. Since I lack parameter the safest best is with love affair with Existence, Sadhguru and Dhynalinga. I just started to know I need parameters in relationship and will need time. Meanwhile I got loads of love flowing and I exchange it with Existence.


Afternoon
Totally forgot about the email I sent to the past until just now. As expected no response. Good. Father, truly what matters is our own expression. How or whether others respond is not within our control.

The old me would have firstly feel like dying for having to express. Most times it is suppressed and then explode. And after expression, I would be afraid of the response put outcome. That's on validation. No more.

Just did my Shoonya. Feels rested.

A tot came to me, Food is my expression. I have set high parameter on food. Medium parameter on work.  But for personal relationship, none at all. That's why I keep on getting hurt. I didn't set nor express my parameters. Now that I removed the high parameter on food; transfer some energy to personal relationship.

Father, thank You.