Osho - sex is a safety valve for tension...

Sept 26 eve 2

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
We have bought many things which we have never wanted.
Our whole life is a similar collection of things, and the ego is the total collection of all this. We have stolen the shine from the eyes of others, put it all together, and that has become our flickering light. But it is always the others who are masters, any day they want to, they can pull the support.
U have created a false centre and if you have taken urself to be this centre, why will u then search for ur real centre? U have taken it for granted that this is the real centre.

We got our first experiment of 'I' from others and we continue to get it from others. Slowly we accumulate opinions, approvals, certificates, the view of others, prestige and respect from society.
The day no 'I' arises within u, that day u r standing at ur real 'I'. The real 'I' is called the soul. And naturally then ur individuality becomes spotlessly clean like the full moon - ever blissful and self luminous.

Soul
Amen.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
When u r more anxious, u are more filled with desire; when u r more tense, sexual desire arises more in u because, through sex that tension can be released and u can become lighter.

When the mind reaches a certain limit of tension due to anything, the sex centre functions like a safety valve. Ur body finds a way to throw out the tension. When energy flows out, body becomes weak.

Freud describes sex as natural tranquilliser, a soothing drug. Man returns home tired and weary from a whole day of problems of all sorts and is engulfed by anxieties. If he is able to release that energy through sex, he falls asleep peacefully at night.

Women soon come to realise that they are only functioning as a safety valve. They soon discover there is no love or anything of that sort in it, it is all mechanical.  They soon come to realise that slowly, slowly, they have become a mechanism for this man through which he releases his energy and goes to sleep.

Soul
That's explain Z - seven of Spades.
Father, sad but I m just a safety valve function. Never mind I got mine released too. Luckily I had my fun for one year before the safety valve function.
On second tots, he also help to release himself, so I was not the only safety valve.

Father, glad I read this now after my major cries. I can see this as it is. The old me would have been very hurt. The new me sees the fact.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
When there is great anxiety of the mind, it runs towards indulging desires.

Soul
When I was with Z, he was busy trying to get new biz, to get himself up to speed on his financials. He was generally anxious...so thats explains it.
I used to indulge in food. But I can now have releases too.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
The other method is to become a witness and all this trouble subsides. U will ride on the energy on the upward journey.

Soul
I did this. The first time I saw Z and wife. I was so disturbed. Mind was on sloughs with so much negative tots. I was driving. I focus on my breathe and tots. After awhile, the storm pass by.