Finally can see Z as asshole and me an ass

Sept 17 aft 1
Was to start a counseling session with my staff, M. He is looking sad cos I asked him to list out his weaknesses.

Suddenly my whole insight on parameters flashed before me. I was able to show and share my parameters diagram with him:
Food 5 to 3
Professional 4 to 3
Family 4 to 3
Personal 1 to 2
Romantic 0 (to set parameter)
Spiritual  3

Also got him to show his diagrams and we found similarity. He is a Seven of Clubs. We both see its a case of wrong strategy of having low parameters in romantic relationships. We both concluded that there is hope for us in having everything.

God is not fair and square. He doesn't give some and take away some. He gives everything but we must learn to take. We must set parameter to have mutually satisfying relationship

As I was driving I suddenly tot of Z as an asshole. He is truly an asshole. And I am an ass for not seeing but ignoring it.

Father, absolutely no reason for sadness on his marriage. Finally over for me.

Thank God he was too stupid to take up on my great offering. He just repeated his past. Me is going forward to a transformed life. And I know it be a great one.

Affirmation for Pluto in Queen of Spades
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, tots, ideas and concepts of the world. I become the master of my self.

Affirmation for Queen of Spades in Results
I become a master of myself and therefore a master of everything in my life. I share the value of service with others.

Soul
Finally ended my Ruling card challenges.  Amen.