Feeling loving experience from the trees in the park

Sept 15
Woke up feeling much better though throat still bit sore. Must be the very hot fried food that I ate on Friday.

Went for a walk in the park. In the first cycle; just enjoying the nature's beauty, feeling good. Tot the past presence in my life can be used as a barometer instead.
I then realised I m fine; just my past issue of self judgement. I m doing very well.
Second cycle start to sing in my mind.
In the third cycle suddenly I feel loving experience enveloping me. This is what they meant by Existence loving us. The loving experience is like a flow of gentle breeze; not as intense as the love that I felt from Sadhguru.
Loving feel carries till now; after a few hours later.
Father, I no longer need to seek love; love is all around me. I just need to make myself receptive. Amen.

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Soul
Exactly my experience today. Many eons ago I tot I was ok alone and then realised I m not and was searching for love. Couldn't find it cos deep seated belief that I was not lovable.
After experiencing Sadhguru's love and love for Dhynalinga in July this year; I slowly but surely feeling love from Existence. And today the loving experience from Nature makes me feel contented. Now it is not just seeing their beauty, feeling their vibrancy and aliveness but alas can feel their love.
When Nature loves me; how can I not love myself.
A full circle. I am Loved.

Did 2 My Story today. Father, it feels good writing it; reliving my experience and learnings. Writing them is remembrance and I need to remember that everything is flowing according to plans; not only for my recovery from childhood wound, from karmic relationship but for my loving connection with Existence.  Finally I can experience love from nature. It started with Sadhguru and then Dhynalinga and now nature. Amen.