Nine of Hearts in Saturn and Seven of Clubs in Uranus - Ruling card's life spread

Sept 7 eve 1

Father, now reading my Ace of Diamonds life spread. Amazingly true. Timing is perfect. If I had read this earlier, I would not have gone into the relationship. But now everything is completed. This readings confirmed my belief that it was a karmic relationship that is here to help me. Suffering is blessing.

Just now received a YouTube video on a guy carrying his sick father in marathon. I knew Z can do that too for his mother. Father, a full circle. I can now laid it to rest and put him back there, in a clean slate.  His goodness and perseverance that attracted me. I have them too albeit in my personal and spiritual growth. His is for family.

Saturn
Nine of Hearts  - personal rship  are challenging and disappointing but contacts with the public can be a source of fulfilment and joy.
It may be that u are involved in a heavy karmic relationship. One that is destined to teach u much about urself and ur love nature.
In any case, one or more key relationship have reached their place of completion and are now coming to an end. Letting go of personal attachment and relationships that are no longer serving any good purpose in ur life will ultimately lead u to a new and better relationship. This card can often represent a difficult divorce.

Jack of Diamonds.
This is Z's Ruling Card and his Destiny Seven of Spades is my Cosmic Lesson.  I was afraid but I enter and persevere because I m doing it for growth. The ending was difficult cos my Cosmic lesson of Nine of Diamonds in Ruling card.
This Saturn has been lived and I am now a new person. Looking forward to my new life experiences. Amen.

Uranus
Seven of Clubs
Unexpected trouble or doubts related to work, a friend or a real estate transaction. Perhaps some plans u have made were unexpectedly interrupted. Under this highly spiritual influence, u must be prepared to let go of ur plans and adopt a positive attitude in spite of whatever circumstances present themselves. Then u may experience the "higher mind" potential of this card, cosmic consciousness and freedom from worry and concern.

Soul - the ending with Z was truly unexpected. And the way it ended with him getting engaged within 3 months of our breakup was truly heartbreaking especially when he didn't tell me he was already going out with another gal and I was even hoping a reconciliation. He only told me of his engagement when I asked for a reconciliation.

I recalled after talking to A a few weeks back on 24 Aug that I saw Nine of Clubs - ending of plans in my Long range age 90 and my Cosmic Lesson of Nine of Diamonds in Ruling. That begins my initial let go. And after the let go; I got the existential and psychological mode, dissolving Seven of Hearts and finally Completion without comparison.
And no longer being a slave to the mind.
Now working to be at least equal standing with the mind.

Five of Diamonds
Unexpected is bound to happen. A time when u will undergo change in values.

Soul
During the period of recovery I got into Surya Kriya, changed my food diet, did refresher Hata Yoga. Fell in love with Dhynalinga and feel Sadhguru love.
My body frame has reduced to a size I was two years ago without a change in food volume.
Now I only want to handle my mind, enroute on my Self Mastery path.