Sept 8
Woke up early and slept back. Great Sunday. Woke up from a dream of my boss when alarm rang.
Went for a walk in the park. When I reach there, I saw the beauty and aliveness of trees and grasses. I felt overwhelmed with thankfulness for the capacity to see the existence. Tears came.
I start to sing whenever I m overwhelmed by beauty. Three cycle was effortless. Little tots.
Father, just uploaded two stories in www.joyong.org
1) let the past flow away
2) ego keeps coming back
I wrote "ego keeps coming back" today and did immediate upload. This way is better than me having to wait for people to edit. Now I get it edited only when I compile them into ebook.
G has agreed to edit my Volume 4. I truly prefer her to edit cos she will understand what I got thru. Volume 5 is already coming in nicely. Volume 5 is the initial stages after completion - enroute to full recovery.
I just tweeted @Joyongorg: Once u let go, u will see the whole picture. Karmic relationship may not be for life. Some are meant to end for ur own good.
Writing the story on Nine of Hearts in Saturn and Seven of Clubs in Uranus truly helps to cement the completion. There is no more wavering tots as it was destined to start and to end. It was a process I required to go in my dream of Self Mastery. Now can truly see the ending of the karmic relationship was a blessing. If I had not suffer, I would not be determined to seek.
Just now three of my friends, J, B and C all said not coming. Can't judge them as they have not seen the power of Sathsang or rather they don't have suffering. They go through life avoiding any changes. Life goes accordingly. So today I thanked my blessing.
My wish is still the same.
1) having mastery over mind
2) living happily with my rich, smart, spiritual and sensual partner.
3) being a famous spiritual writer.
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