Sept 12 after 3
Soul
I was doing abridged work of Osho- Nanak and saw this:
Osho - Nanak
Existence has loved u, desired u, made u. It does not matter what u r like; it is still giving u life. You are already the loved one.
But u turn ur back to him, afraid of his love. You run away and hide just when he wishes to fill ur being. When Nanak speaks of winning His Love, he means to become upright, stand facing Him, and shed all fear.
When ur vessel is filled with His love, it will shower all around u. There is no end to His Grace. Once u know that, the grace from above never ceases to pour. Then no matter how much u give, ur vessel is always brimming.
The Guru is one whose vessel is so filled with God's love that he can contain it no more. As he begins to overflow, other vessels are filled through him. His vessel is so full that now he is capable of giving. When the cloud is saturated, it must rain. Then only can it become light. The flower saturated with fragrance, must give it up to the winds.
It is only out of fear that u overturned ur vessel, fear that it may be filled with something unwanted or wrong. It is out of fear u have closed all doors. When u close ur door, neither them nor beloved can come in.
You are so afraid of something entering that u have covered the opening and then cry that u r empty.
If u go against the wind or the flow of the river, u will have to struggle and what will be the outcome. You will never arrive, u will only get tired.
The more we ignore His support, the more effort we have to make, because then we have to do what normally he would have done for us. We have substitute our labour for His.
You are fighting existence; there u break. You become old and decrepit because ur life is one long struggle.
Soul
When I read this back in 2010; I was still resistant to Sadhguru and Dhynalinga.
In Aug 2012, I finally meet Sadhguru and I felt his acceptance.
In Dec 2012, I finally open up to Dhynalinga. I experienced Dhynalinga as the raw essence of Sahdguru; 101%, much more potent than his physcial presence.
Now that I open up to both of them late 2012, I can now feel the love for Dhynalinga and love from Sadhguru.
I just got Sadhguru's picture in July 2013 and now my room is like Sadhana hall. Whenever I finished my practices, I just looked at his pix, feeling his love.
I truly feel the love emanating from Sadhguru's picture.
I already had high definition eye sight back in late 2010, but it was just on and off. It is now constant for the past few months.
So, I truly can feel this. Amen
I am now facing a period of uncertainty. This is even more challenging vs letting go. The last few months was letting go with absent presence of Past. Now I have to let go with the presence of the Past. Thats take great courage.
Since I cannot avoid it, I might as well use this as a tool for growth instead of viewing this like a suffering mode, being a victim.
Father, just now I said I need help and you gave by this message.
Amen.
Osho - Nanak
Wherever u bath, there will be the Ganges.
It makes no difference what u do; the real question is ur own self.
When u r different, the most ordinary stream becomes the Ganges; but if u r no different from the ordinary, then even the holy waters of the Ganges become ordinary.
So it is a question of u being ordinary or non-ordinary.
Ordinary is to live without His remembrance.
Extraordinariness is to live with His remembrance. Accept losing everything but not His remembrance.
Soul
I said earlier that God must think I m great to put me into such circumstances. And if He thinks I m great, so be it.
So, here is the key word...accept losing everything except remembrance of my path of Self Mastery and that God is here to help me.
He would never give me a circumstances that He thinks I cannot handle.
I will go with the Flow. I trust Him.
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