I am truly following my path of Queen of Spades and Jack of Clubs

Sept 7 eve 2

Father, reaffirming my path of Self mastery. My Ruling card Ace of Diamonds life spread shows my challenges and results.

Pluto
Queen of Spades
To develop a sense of mastery from within. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It comes from controlling one's tots, attitudes, beliefs, words and actions guided by higher principles. It is knowing that u can have everything u want, not by changing the world, but by changing urself.
Card of drudgery and labour. U have to work very hard.

Affirmation - I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, tots and concepts of the world. I become the master of my self.

Results
Jack of Clubs
As a result of and connected to the challenges represented by ur Pluto card, u will achieve much more creativity and success in a mental field. This could means success as a writer of some kind.
In the process u may be transformed by exposure to new forms of communication or information that advances ur thinking into the current age of advanced technology. Be prepared to move into unexplored areas of knowledge.

Affirmation - heightened mental creativity and initiations into new forms of knowledge and ways of communicating.

Soul
Journals was an outlet for me as I normally keep everything within. I m quite private and I don't share my tots. Reading books is the way I got new thinking or affirmation of what I already know. So books are like my big brothers or sisters. They are the masters that guide me along in my journey alone. Apart from V, I can't share my insights and revelation. But now I do have A too as support. But with V, I can have a healthy debate in the beginning. Now we are at different phase as I am into experiencing now.

Once I got into Isha, Osho was my masters. Sadhguru gives me the sadhana and Osho gives me the insights and affirmation to motivate me along in this spiritual journey.

So my journals now become a website www.joyong.org that is available to all. It took me a few years to open up to include my blog sufferingisblessing. Thanks to the completion of the relationship I finally opened up. With the opening of blog with website; my growth deepens.