Upanishad - ego is not holding you; but you are catching on to ego

Sept 26 mor

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
Let go and fly
Only a person free from holding  on to the ego attains to self-nature. Therefore, becomes spotlessly clean like the full moon, one becomes ever blissful and self-luminous.

On cessation of the sense of doing, all anxieties cease. On cessation of the anxieties, all desires cease. The cessation of desires is emancipation - this is called jivanamukti, liberation while living.

Seeing all, everywhere, in every direction, as Brahman, the absolute reality - on the ripening of the feeling of such goodwill, do desires cease.

Never be negligent of ur allegiance to Brahman, the absolute reality, because that is the only death, say the ones who are well rooted in Brahman.

Even if shifted aside, the algae do not lose time in covering the water again. Similarly, if a wise man swerves from his allegiance to Brahman even for a little while, illusions covers him.

Soul
Clouds of tots flies past. It was I who hooked on it. It is not them holding on. I ride on the clouds and create my own tots.
This truly required constant awareness.
I can't stop nor control the clouds of tots.
I can only control myself not to hook and hold on.
For now I am learning not to hold on too long; learning to let go.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
A very deep truth is revealed. The ego has not caught hold of u; it is u who have caught hold of the ego.
The world has not caught hold of you, it is u who have caught hold of the world.
Sufferings are not clinging to u, they are your very own creations. Sufferings are not chasing u, they have not taken any resolve to give u trouble; they come to u only at ur invitation.

Soul
So true for all. If this message has come before I discover my parameter issue in personal and romantic relationship; I would have disagreed.
Alas, no resistance. All is true.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
So it is wrong to ask, "How to be free of all these?" The right question to ask, "How, in what manner, and with what tricks, am I holding on to all the misery and trouble?"
What is the pattern with which we catch hold of our sufferings?
Why do I go on creating newer and newer expanses and skies of desires?

If u r ready to drop the world, then u will find that ur liberation is already the case. U r already free, but u have managed to remain in bondage through great self-trickery.

Soul
I can truly see the case for Z. And I can see mine but not as clearly. Perhaps me more judging him.