I am truly an ass in romantic relationship - need to set parameter

Sept 19 eve 1

Soul
After reading the Cosmic Love I can see myself more an ass than Z as asshole.
He was on his original mode, his main issue was the bad closure and lack of sensitivity.
He was truly not right for me. Let this be bygones.
There are remnants of sadness.

Just got this on FB.
Some things are meant to be and some things are just meant to be great stories.


Soul
Well, up to this point Z is the greatest stories of my life.
Volume 3 was in relationship with him
Volume 4 was undergoing the ending
Volume 5 was the recovery and ending my karmic issue in relationship.

Now that I can see the issue is in parameters and further confirmed by Cosmic Love. I m safe to proceed. The good thing is that I have set good boundaries in money and work relationship and already started on personal relationships. Now just need to set parameters for romantic relationship.

Guess wish Z could have end this correctly and save me these last 6 months but then perhaps Destiny knows I needed more time to unravel and need a second final ending before I can dissolve my karmic issue in romantic relationship. Actually during the last few months I faced issue in personal relationship as finally realised need to set parameters.
Perhaps after setting parameter in personal relationship that I was finally ready to face romantic relationship.
So all in all everything happens in line.

Just like those personal relationship that is still there; the same goes for Z too. Let them be in my face; reminding me continuously to set parameters. One days when I m truly successful; our tone of relationship will change or they will move out of my life.