Sept 9 eve
Father, on the way back. The mind knocks again. It was raining heavily so I couldn't rely on nature to bring me back. I had to do Samyama. After awhile I m back.
Did my evening Shoonya. When I started, no tears, went in deep. When my head comes up, it was clutching for breathe.
Towards the end I was about to cry but no tears. Eyes cannot open. I slowly make it open cos I want to do Samyama. It was lovely. Just watching my breathe and tots.
I felt so at ease. Thanks to Sadhguru for the tools.
Yea, I m already healed. Just need to remember I am Love. And the past coming back is not to make me suffer. It is to make me aware of my Self.
Osho - razor edge
Shame, fear and self-condemnation, they all need energy from u, ur support. On the surface u think u want to get rid of them, but deep down u r supporting them; otherwise, they cannot exist. They are parasites.
Love is ur being, and these things have come from the outside. Doubts have been created by people who are giving u beliefs. If u don't have any belief, u don't have doubt.
Soul
When I m doing my practices especially Shoonya, everything is empty and it feels great cos all burden released.
Osho - razor edge
In the home, with ur wife, husband or children, ur families, there is no need for the mind. The need is for an overflowing heart. Unless there is love overflowing in a house, it never become a home; it remain a house.
And if in the home u can find a few moments for meditation, for experiencing ur own being, it raises the home to the highest peak of being a temple.
Soul
I just told my friend that my room is like a sadhana hall.
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