Osho tarot - Slowing down - Just want to rest

Sept 25 aft
Just received email from sister company to review some agreement. I knew that my ex-boss still values me. I looked and knew that's my ego especially S keep on saying that she can replace me.
Anyway, I will say nope cos there is no professional obligation to do so. No longer want to be caught in the web of ambition.

Was reviewed abridged book of Osho on Freedom and saw this:
When u r free, there is responsibilities. If there is no God, there is tremendous responsibilities. Infact absolute responsibilities because there is no way to unload the responsibility on anyone else.

Freedom is possible only when u r so integrated that u can accept the responsibility of being free.
When I say to u that u r free, I mean that u r a god. Freedom is not license, it is a tremendous discipline.

Soul
So true.
Now that I know I created and expanded my Seven of Hearts....no more saying its God.
It is me.
Its been a tough few months after Z's marriage.
Now I just want to rest a bit.
So this week Osho - What to do card really on the spot.


Slowing Down
The Knight of Rainbows is a reminder that, just like this tortoise, we carry our home with us wherever we go. There is no need to hurry, no need to seek shelter elsewhere. Even as we move into the depths of the emotional waters, we can remain self-contained and free from attachments. 

It is a time when you are ready to let go of any expectations you have had about yourself or other people, and to take responsibility for any illusions you might have been carrying. There is no need to do anything but rest in the fullness of who you are right now. If desires and hopes and dreams are fading away, so much the better. Their disappearance is making space for a new quality of stillness and acceptance of what is, and you are able to welcome this development in a way you have never been able to before. Savor this quality of slowing down, of coming to rest and recognizing that you are already at home.

Soul
Amen