Seven of Cubs is gone

Sept 13 eve

Shared with Pe and she said I m without pride when it comes to romantic rship. Means no parameter.

Father, when it comes to challenges; if I feel it is challenging. It must be so as my parameters are low especially on personal rship.

I have recently said that my only issue is emotional relating to personal rships, especially romantic ones. The Outsider card was my issue. In the Outsider card; it describes that the door is unlocked and I only need to open it.

I started with the reinterpreting  Responsibility as Having. Followed by psychological vs Existence. Knowing my negative expectation leads to unwanted outcome.
 Then later reinterpret misguided belief on my love nature. I m Love; need not prove my lovability; dissolving lifetime Seven of Hearts and Seven of Clubs.

Father, tot of outcome after my expression of time and space to him. If he didnt comply; he acted like shit and further affirm he is not right for me.
Father, Seven of Clubs is gone. The old me would have interpret it as I was not lovable so doesn't deserve to be cared. I wouldn't think of something not right with him; I would automatically said it was me, the one with problem. The auto negative thinking is gone.
Now that I know I am Love; no longer believed that I m the one with issue. Amen.