Osho tarot card - Letting Go ...so true

Sept 18 eve
Woke up from a 3 hour late afternoon nap. Feel rested. Dive in straight for dinner. Didnt do any evening practices.

Osho - Nanak
When u read a book, u interpret the words in ur own way. It is u who reads and u who interprets and ur interpretation cannot be more than u; it cannot transcend ur own understanding. U will attach ur own meanings to the words.

Soul
I think I can now read Cosmic Love with clarity.

This week Osho card that I draw yesterday.
1. Issue
Letting go
Something is finished. Anything that might have helped you to define who u are - it is time to let it go.
Something greater is awaiting u, new dimensions are there to be discovered. You are past the point of no return now, gravity is doing its work. Go with it - it represents liberation.

Soul
Me finally seeing Z as asshole and me an ass dissolve everything. Nothing left. Journey finally complete.

2. Internal Influence
The Rebel
Whether he is healthy or poor, the Rebel is really an emperor because he has broken the chains of society repressive conditioning and opinions. He has formed himself by embracing all the colours of the rainbow, emerging from the dark and formless roots of his unconscious past and growing wings to fly into the sky.

Soul
Father; no one else is responsible except me. I will set healthy parameters to personal and romantic relationship.

3. External influence which u are aware.
Awareness
Mind can never be intelligent. Only no-mind is intelligent.
The veil of illusion or maya, that has been keeping u from perceiving reality as it is, is starting to burn away. The fire is not the heated fire of passion, but the cool flame of awareness.

Soul
Yes; finally can see the issue behind my relationship challenges in life - no parameters leads to attraction of substandard people and unhealthy or one sided relationship with me feeling dissatisfied.
Alas finally see where I short sell myself. I truly matters and now asserts it.

4. What is needed for resolution
Going with the Flow
Water goes down, it searches for the lowest ground, it wants to be nonentity. It does not want to declare itself unique, exceptional or extraordinary.

Soul
Yea. Mind is now asking me what's next.
Well. Lets rests.
Now body is releasing all the past.
I m not seeing doctor for antibody. Let body excrete all out. Fever has subsides even further.
I will be fine cos I want to be well. Next week will do my Surya kriya refresher.

5. Resolution
Maturity
All of life's experiences have brought him to this time of perfection. This is a gift for hard work well done. Ur base is solid now and success and good fortune are yours for they are the outcome of what has already been experienced within.

Soul
Amen.
5th volume is nearly complete.