Sept 11
Woke up 7.20 am. Asanas were good with bliss body. Did a very short Shavasana. I was surprised that I was not tired at all. Breathing was lovely. Shakti was great, can see violet flame from the initial breathing stage. Kapala Bhakti was great too.
There were so much drilling noise from neighbour doing Renovation. Despite the loud drilling noise I managed to focus on my practices. Shambavi was great too.
Ended my practice with tears of thanks to Father. Sadhguru, Masters, Vijii, Osho and my Self. I m coming home Kailash.
There were tots of Pa as partner instead. It confirmed that it was my misguided belief that I was incomplete without a man. No more. I m complete without a man. There is female and male in me especially since I found I can actually split my body into two by tension and relaxation on different sides of my body.
Karma truly ended and now just got to deal with the mind. It may comes in but I no longer see the tots as me; its just uninvited guests from the mind which still operates from the past, in psychological mode My role is just to be in existential mode
Before Isha I gave the image of self sufficient, complete without man. After Isha I knew I needed one. Now after the dissolving my karma I know I truly don't need one.
This is the similar outcome to my image of happy go lucky. After my inner journey I know I was sad inside and now I m truly joyous.
Amen.
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