Breaking down of ownership/accumulation over money

Dec 5
Father, today practice was good. Despite my initial resistance as joint was bit stiff, I enjoyed Suria. I was bubbling with laughter at 2nd cycle onward.

Father, just now had an exchange of words with boss but we are fine now. Looks like she was worried about money issue again and her modus operandi is to attack in fear. Father, mine is to hide in fear. We shared with each other our issue on money. Looks like the reason she doesn't want to pay off her credit cards is because she needs to see money in her EPF. I shared with her my issue too.

Father, all of us are similar.

1. The Issue
Creativity
Creativity is the quality u bring to the activity.
If u have something growing out within u, if it gives u growth, it is spiritual, it is creative, it is divine
The important thing is to be open to what wants to be expressed through u. Remember that we don't possess our creations; they do not belong to us. True creativity arises from a union with the divine, with the mystical and the unknowable. Then it is both a joy for the creator and a blessing to others.


Soul
The newsletter looks lovely. Even C said so and said good job to me and P. I returned the favour by thanking her for smoothing out our edges.

Today saw my staff who had mild stroke. She looks great. She told me she is doing her kriya regularly and her husband also do it. He said the husband like to hear Sadhguru's voice. When I was doing IEO, I tot of MF. He will benefit from it.

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see.
We are the world.
Only in celebration do we meet the ultimate, the eternal. Only in celebration, do we go beyond the circle of birth and death.
This card represents a time of communication, of sharing the riches that each of us brings to the whole.
When we recognise the common source of our humanity, our hopes and fears, we r able to see that we r all joined together in the great miracle of existence.
When we can combine our tremendous inner wealth to create a treasure of love and wisdom that is available to all, we are linked together in the exquisite pattern of eternal creation.

Soul
My website. Looks like LK is busy. I will have to do mine.

3. External influence
Ice-olation
We r miserable because we are too much in the self. When we r too much in the self, it makes us frozen - u r no longer flowing. If u r flowing, the self cannot exist.

In love, the boundaries disappear; in joy also the boundaries disappear because joy is not cold.

Soul
This was my wish after second IEO lesson on bondage - I just want to flow with life.

Mmm, joy is dissolving me.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Thunderbolt
Ur sense of security is being challenged and the natural tendency is to try to hold on to whatever u can. But this inner earthquake is both necessary and tremendously important - if u allow it, u will emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experience.

Soul
Well, money already went out.
4.5k
2.7k
= 7.3k
And 18k to go.

5. Resolution
Awareness
Once u start dropping tots, the dust that u have collected in the past, the flame arises - clean, clear, alive and young. Ur whole life become a flame. It burns the veil, the face of a very delicate and childlike buddha becomes visible.