Oct 15
Father, it was a great swim. I swam at my own pace, not bothered about others. There were a few time that I sandwiched in between of 2 swimmers but I was stable and swam at my own pace. Also, with my breathe normalised, I wasn't as tired when I finished my lap.
I was so happy, laughing loads. Remind me of time with Z. Father, actually I am feeling ecstasy cos that's the same joyful feeling I got when I hit my peak with Z.
Today no call from him but I was fine cos I knew he has his brother prayer and he would be very tired and sleep early.
I did his reading on 7thunder and this time I can be objective.
Z has an issue in balancing his life and is quite fixated and unable to compromise. I guess he needed all these activities so that he is occupied and need not reflect. If he has time to reflect, his sadness would open up and swallow him. But in closing his sadness, he also closed up love. Both are the same doors.
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