Going with the flow - new job

Dec 13 Eve

Father, You send ur messengers to me today. I was supposed to meet E over his job offer. I have already turn down his offer a few times and infact told him not to meet so as not to waste his time.

But you send me a few messengers.
1. MD telling me another huge drop in revenue, which further reduce the size of company.
2. Regional boss telling me to include a bunch of third party staff costs.
3. Boss telling me to go find another job. Me sharing with boss that I got opportunity but I didn't take it up. She advised me to be open and seriously consider the offer.
4. My staff came in to tell me he got 2 job offers but he wanted to stay with me and asked me to counter offer.

But still I was not sure, except that I am willing to be open. Then I was stuck in traffic jam for nearly 2 hours and so I can do samyama. I was giggling for quite a while.

When I reach there and started the chat, it was good. It was open discussion and I even told him that work was not my Top 5, and work is now a means to my end. I also shared with him my Top 5. Only thing is I have not shared is RA.