Feeling bit overwhelmed

Oct 19 Aft

Father, what a day. So many things to do. The other division is taking my time, an increased workload for me, coupled with so many reports. Luckily my Assistant is back today. I feel overwhelmed, bit out of control. I also want Z so much due to pre-menses hormonal change. I really not in control and I don't quite like it.

Suddenly see my this week Osho card - control.
The image of the King of Clouds reminds us to take a deep breath, loosen our neckties and take it easy. If mistakes happen, it's okay. If things get a little out of hand, its probably just what the doctor ordered. There is much, much more to life than being "on top of things".

Father, apart from P, no one replied my mail. M did reply. Guess everyone is busy and I need not take it personally. Father, looks like NN in Taurus is correct that I do need validation. Such a paradox, on surface it looks like I don't and at times I tot I don't but feeling doesn't lie. Looks like validation is food energy to me. No wonder I am so affected previously with Z.

Now I can see the tots coming but I have the option to stop it.

Also, I had such dilemmas wit tots of boss finding out my website. I never tot I would share with her and I did. And I don't think she follow thru but for me, its a great move.
Again, this is a classic. Worrying over nothing.

Father, on Isha. I am less inclined in promotion for recruitment but more for retention.

NN in Taurus
Minding one's business
NN tend to inadvertently communicate their ideas in an intense and judgemental way that causes discomfort for those around them. Because they have not "owned" these dysfunctions qualities in themselves, they are unable to make comments without emotional overtone.

Then they become upset because they have decided what the other person ought to be doing and he is not doing it.


Soul
It was true for me many years ago.