Settling down with Z (5)

Oct 12
Father, it was a surprising call with Z. I didn't even tot of calling him. As I was doing the card, suddenly I tot of him and I called but no response. I don't even have an agenda.

He called me back immediately and It seems that as he was about to pick my call, I dropped off. He told me that he had a vibration of me and suddenly he heard the phone ring and he knew it was me. True enough. His external sensation was so great. If he practice his shambavi, it will explode.

He tot I called him on the email on our trip. I said nope. Actually I don't know what made me call. I just asked about the swami email instead. Then I start to ask about his plan looking for candidate. I said that all his love stories are initiated by the gals. So, I asked if there is any gal that he initiated on his own. He said no.
Suddenly he also told me that he is slowed to be hooked. That's him, and it will take awhile for his body to take it. He mention about last week, how he was hooked to me. That caught me off guard. I was bit shy and changed the subject.

Then I asked how can he expect to fulfill his plan. He said he know somehow it will settle. There will be a meet and connection happens and things flow, just like us.
On timing, he said he has no plan as he is still focused on business. He tries to lighten it by saying he was joking with me.
I asked that he is a shy person. He said yes and he cannot do one night stand, coupled with his QC.
Suddenly I saw the big pix of him and his ex gal. He couldn't leave her cos she is crazy about him and by then he was hooked. She couldn't leave the other man because he is crazy for her and provide her the emotional love that Z didn't provide. Actually, she take from the other man and gave to Z. I told Z that he should be thanking the other guy, if not for him, the gal wouldn't have lasted so long.
I told him that gals that can go crazy over their guy needs emotional love. And here Z doesn't provide emotional love and wants gals crazy over him.
I told him that I love him but I am not crazy over him. He said that he doesn't need gals to be crazy over him. He just want someone that can build a family with him.
He also shared about his mother asking how it is possible for his friend to marry different race, like me. He replied to his mom that he will get a caucasian even. I guess that's a hint to me that he is willing to break free from the mother.
After all the sharing, he told me that he wants to contact his ex but don't know how. I said just write to her humbly. He then barrage me to write for him. He even threatened that he will not contact her unless I send him the note. It went on and on until I told him that I will hang up and he stops.
The truth is I don't think I should write cos I am not in a position to do so. Who am I to Z?

South Node in Leo for Z
When SN follow their minds rather than the longings of their own hearts, they avoid what they are here for in this incarnation - to do what makes them happy.
For many lifetimes, these people have served humanitarian purposes, so their inner child has been purified. Whatever makes that happiness inside them "ring true" is what they need to follow - it is the only voice that will lead them out of the confusion of other people's ego energy and into the light of their own radiant individuality.

Prescription for this lifetime:
Play and have fun.

These folks are free to do this because they automatically act in ways that are responsible
Their pathway of Right Action is now to pursue their individuality and to manifest their own dreams without allowing others to stand in their way.

Soul
Now I know why I am in his life. I have always been an individual, doing things my way, not bothered about how people see me. I eliminated all the things make me sad, that I don't want.

Only recently, instead of avoiding things I don't want, I am going for things I want, making me happy.

So, Z need to learn that from me.

SN in Leo
To increase their vitality and enjoyment of life, SN must step out into the unknown, and find their truth directly through experience.
To take risks without knowing all the repercussions requires trust, and to gain innovative knowledge requires the innocent courage of a child.
These folks must trust the vitality within themselves. If they keep their goal in mind, they will see what adjustments to make along the way in order to get where they want to go.