Settlng down with Z (21) - breakthru on his unreachability

Nov 22 (
Father, practice was good today. My back has got bit better. My body loves hata.

Father, finally broke thru Z's unreachability. He doesn't have his phone with him whenever he is at home or on holiday. Whenever he is with me, he will put the phone on silent. He shared with me that he cannot have his phone near him whenever he is off office as he will pick it up.
I told him I don't have such problem. I have learned to click on my BB mail without reading them. But cannot compare as I don't receive many calls like him. So, next time call 'twice' and leave message. We chatted for about 1 hour. He told me that other gals has never asked him to give 'services', unlike me.

Yesterday met A. He gave me his wedding card. I am happy for him, everything cleared and settled. I can even told Z about it.

Father, things may not be always what we think. Today my mind couldn't find anything and simply pick up the furniture issue. But these days I am learning to dismiss it. I realised that the minds just want to create drama so it can perpetuate itself. When I am hooked, it become worry and then dilemma starts.