Giving up judgement (ACIM) is equivalent to Giving up Intellect (Sadhguru/Buddha); suffering ends when we don't compare

Dec 3
Father, the swim was good. I was able to manage myself despite disturbance from the kids. My joy was bubbling throughout.

We went to choose the tiles, got great looking ones, white and grey, with dark grey for floor. Then the contractor recommended big tiles for the table top and I like it, and don't even have to increase price.

Then I went to my cousin's place and he told me about his client's can give me distributor price for basin and faucet. So, another great deal.

Father, just when I accepted the high cost, things falling into place. Now that the tiles is so nice, I will be using clear tiles.

My self discipline was quite good during lunch but we had the king fruit and I had quite a lot but in 2 batches. Hope my body can accept.


Dec 3 Eve
Was updating blog and saw this. This was my tot when I did 2nd session of IEO. Sadhguru said Buddha is above the intellect. Once we live above the intellect, suffering ends. In my tot, is similar to living above our own judgement. And here ACIM is saying we cannot truly judge.

ACIM
Wisdom is not judgement; it is the relinquishment of judgement. Therefore lay judgement down, not with regret but with a sigh of gratitude.Now can the teacher of God rise up unburdened and walk lightly on.

Yet it is not only this that is his benefit. His sense of care is gone, for he has none. He has given it away, along with judgement. He has given himself to Him Who judgement he has chosen now to trust, instead of his own. Now he makes no mistakes. His Guide is sure. And where he came to judge, he comes to bless. Where now he laughs, he used to come to weep.

What the world is, is but a fact. U cannot choose what this should be. But u can choose how u would see it. Indeed, u must choose this.

Did my IEO. Have to go through first lesson again and this time I saw my compulsion of eating good food. I can no longer pretend that I am in charge, eating good food has become a compulsion.

I think part of the compulsion arise because I tot I won't have it anymore. Its from a sense of lack. My body is saying enough. When I did my ideal Life, I saw myself a slimmer healthy gal who is no longer driven by any compulsion.

Like Sadhguru says, all 4 parts must go together. My energy is high, my mind and emotion is ok but my body is not.
Now I know what is the sorrow is about. It is about my compulsion for good food.

1. The Issue
Sorrow
The pain is not to make u sad. It is just to make u more aware. And when u r aware, misery disappears.

2. Internal influence
Guilt
This moment! This herenow is forgotten when u start thinking in terms of achieving something. When achieving mind arises, u lose contact with the paradise u r in.
U r absolutely okay as u r, and it is absolutely natural to go astray from time to time. Just learn from it, move on, and use the lesson not to make the same mistake again.

Soul
I felt bad that I didn't know. But I now acknowledge that I have a compulsion for eating good food.


3. External influence u r aware
Harmony
Listen to ur heart, move according to ur heart, whatsoever the stake: a condition of complete simplicity costing not less than everything.

Soul
I had the insight that if compulsion doesn't run us then we would be in harmony.


4. What is needed for resolution
The Fool
A fool is one who goes on trusting; a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experience.
Go on cleaning ur mind continuously; go on dying to the past so u remain in the present.

Soul
I will try day by day.


5. Resolution
Beyond Illusion
The space between the two eyes has opened, revealing the lotus of spiritual unfoldment and the rising sun of awareness.

Soul
My awareness of my compulsive eating of good food has arise and I will look at it.

Z replied msg and said he is overseas and tell me he be back tomorrow. Anyway, he is no longer a lesson. I have decided I won't go thru and fro with him. From now on, just go ahead.

On food, I will take a step back.

ACIM
What was projected out is seen within and there forgiveness let's it disappear. For there the altar to the Son is set and there his Father is remembered. Here all illusions brought to truth and laid upon altar.
Seen within ur mind, guilt and forgiveness for an instant lie together, side by side upon one altar. There at last are sickness and its single remedy joined in one healing brightness. God has come to claim His Own. Forgiveness is complete. And now God's knowledge, changeless, certain and pure and wholly understandable, enter its kingdom. Gone is perception, false and true alike. Gone is forgiveness, for its task is done. And gone are bodies. For where God's memory has come at last, there is no journey, no belief in sin, no walls, no bodies and the grim appeal of guilt and death is there snuffed away for ever.

Peace will envelop u and hold u safe and pure. God leans down to lift u up to Him, out of illusions into holiness; out of the world to eternity; out of all fear and given back to love.

Soul
This is similar to when we become buddha, above our intellect, its the end of suffering. We then understand the mechanism of intellect and is able to use our mind and body to its fullest capacity.